Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Not moving yet moving.

"Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.”
Albert Einstein (1879-1955)


Imagine a room that is in a mess, or in a process of getting messy; wind from the outside blowing notes and books on the inside, the accumulated dusts now trying to be free from its nature. Stop there, and now I am presenting you with the new image of the room. Everything seems to be settled. The wind has stopped blowing the papers and dusts.

My life is like that room. Not yet in a perfect state but on the process of getting better. What I need is my own self cleaning up my room.

So I go on and sweep off the dust away to where they deserve; the rubbish bin. I have forgiven the dust that irritated my eyes. I have forgotten about the bad things the wind has done to my notes. I am not a cruel person and I forgive and forget, at least for now.

I have other things on mind. It has been four months or so that I have not talked to family and friends back in Brunei. The feeling of missing people who have been there for me for years, starts to grow in me, and hardens not so drastically it hurts, but very slowly it makes me feel a bit apprehensive.

I do miss my family and friends. Staying away from them make me realize how horrible, in some aspects, I was to them. I would like to be better. Realistically speaking, it may not be possible to be perfect. But at least, I want to try to be a better person.

Half term... well, I am sure talking about half term break that starts on the 14th of February may be a bit too anticipating. But I can’t help but feel eager of getting my hands off the files and school stuffs. I would love to go out and enjoy what life has to offer. :)

May sound irrelevant to what I just said but I would like to point out that... whatever you do, be happy and always appreciate things even the smaller ones. You may never know the pieces that you think you hate maybe the pieces that you will miss, later on.

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